Life is a Rainbow, Love is the Pot of Gold.

goodjobscccchiffer:

ReverenceForYouWillAlwaysRemain:

synysterjr:

Tonight, I went to church with my girlfriend. I’ve only gone one other time and that was months ago. It was interesting. They said something about “thinking of events in your life that you felt God used someone to help you” and I automatically thought of what i’m about to tell you all.

I’ve never told anyone about this besides my mom, my girlfriend and her roommate. Back in 9th grade, I was around 14 or 15. It was 2005 and my best friend had moved to California. I spent a month and a half up there and while I was there, My parents got divorced and my closest friend at home had died in a car accident. I was beyond upset so my friend Daniel had the idea to have his mom drive us to Los Angeles to go hang out and just see a small show in a bar. We were there and the bands were just hanging out before they went on stage and such. I went into the bathroom, did my thing and saw this kid cutting his wrist in the stall. He got scared, gave me the blade and ran out. I thought to myself “fuck it, everything is going down to hell, what can it do?” So I cut my arm in 3 places. As I finished up and washed the blade and my arms off, this tall, kinny lanky guy walked in and saw what I did. He told me “What are you doing? I’ve done this and it doesn’t do anything. You’re better than this. Look at me, i’m a drummer in a band and ive been where you are” and he smacked me. I was just like “wow…he’s right” and walked out. My friend Daniel saw me and screamed “OH SHIT THE DRUMMER FOR AVENGED SEVENFOLD JUST WALKED IN THE BATHROOM!!!” and i was just like “uhh ok?” because I didn’t know who they were  at the time.

I had no idea who they were. I had no idea I would fall in love with their music 2 years or so later. Jimmy Sullivan saved my life more than anyone else has. I’ve never seen a famous person just HELP someone like that. He changed my life and tonight, i started crying in church while we were praying because i legitimately heard right behind me “You’re better than this” but he also said my name Nick which he didn’t say that night. That honestly made me think Jimmy was there and that he’s what people would say my “Guardian Angel”.

He and God working together is making me WANTING to be with God now. He changed my life and I owe him mine.

 Omfg. Tears. I am crying right now. Is this real? Jimmy used to cut? 
I can’t EVEN speak right now.

omg this is amazing, jimmy was such an amazing man

*cries* This. Is. Amazing. Never again will I do something so stupid. <3

(Source: shelookstome6661)